Blue X'mas, why is it called blue?
For me, blue is beautiful with its joy and sorrow in it. Just like the blue sky with clouds and silver lining above. Today, I just spend the X'mas holiday with my beloved fam, the treasure of my life. Attending the church ceremony, sending some ecard, merry-sms to friends are just annual routines. But what comes to life is more than routines. This end of year, i've been in a very heavy situation when my trusted friend betray me for money. Huge amount of money has been in the chase.....well, my heart's screaming in fight, praying that my friend will be touched by the Spirit of X'mas so that i won't lose my friend and my money of course :)
Money is not the absolute substance in life, but it is certainly very important and sensitive as well to life. Is it something that we cannot live with? Or is it something that we have been chasing all the years, night and day? Yeah..i admit that. I've been working so hard to earn a living, but it is now just like chasing the wind, or even 'gone with the wind'.
The proverb says, " Every cloud has a silver-lining", though i cannot see the silver yet. I believe the very powerful humor that every bad things are actually blessings in disguise. Since the disguise has not been revealed yet, then i just put my faith in AMIN.
